Thursday, August 24, 2006
whahahhaa... i cant believe it myself.. i update my blog 2 day in a row!! Maybe i can start to blog regularly! hahaha...
Today was a typical day again... in the morning, arrive in camp and after 1st parade, started washing the kennels.. today i decide to wash the kennels rather den taking out the dogs... bad choice lo.. damn the hose.. got problem de... by the time i finish washing, my pant is all wet lo.. but nvm.. army lehz.. anything also must bear ma rite... lolz.. anyway i was used to it liao.. not the 1st time wat... hmm.. today i had my unit 40th anniversary parade rehearsal again.. okie.. i am now going to tell u wat i am involved in...
The scenario is like this, mi and my fellow sergeant will be conducting a vehicle spot check... the 1st car that we check would not have any illegal item and will pass thru the check smoothly... and now come the 2nd vehicle... as i signal for it to slow down as it approach the checkpoint, he speed up and try to knock mi down.. or rather, the instruction was to brake in front of mi... at this moment i am suppose to jump to the side and roll 1 round before drawing out my gun and aiming at the driver.. the driver by now should be attacked by a guard dog already...
At this time, the search dog handler would have arrived and would report to mi and i would ask him to search the vehicle as we suspect there is explosive in the vehicle.. and so 2 rifle is found and everybody clap and tat it! lolz... okie wat is challenging for mi, i am suppose to do stunt and jump out of the car way, but wat do i am on mi is... a "baton", a handcuff, a walkie talkie, a P226 handgun, and a $180 dollar shades that i am wearing... wah lao.. when i jump i also have to consider all the cost of this thing and take care not to spoil them lo! but i was quite fun "siaming" the car.. lolz..
the thing lasted till quite late and i went home late la.. as in everyday, on my way home, it was alway a time when i think alot again.. lolz... everyday when i go home... i will take a very very very slow walk back home.. from the bus stop at the main road to my hse.. let mi see.. abt 5 bus stop length, i will walk really slowly... the reason i myself, also cant ans... is it, i am trying to see if i can meet someone? or is it i am thinking of the days which i used to walk tat road.. but with company? or is it. or is it.. i jus dread to go home and face the 4 walls? i have to admit, i love my parent.. i love my sister... but i somehow is not super close to them as in i will wanna rush home and see them every day!
now i am jus in front of the com, getting ready to sleep.. i am listening to class 95fm.. strange? yeah... during the day, i will sure choose 97.6 or 98.7..... but at nite.. i listen to class 95fm bcoz of their love songs.. hehe.. i am diff from other guy is guess.. i am 1 who is quite emo.. i put all my heart and soul into wat i do or someone i treasure... i show how much i care with little action Which most ppl tend to overlook.. i feel that no matter wat happen in life.. it is the small things tat matter.. it is the small thing tat is the sweetest and hold the most memories.. of course tat doesnt mean i du do the "big" thing too.. lolz...
shit.. why i am talking abt all these? lolz... anyway.. i hope to be able to contact some of my fren again.. i miss a lot of fren.. even though i know some will think that they are not even close to mi last time but yea, i still miss them.. i miss TB05, i miss TB19... i miss NP TRACK... i miss a lot of thing.. but.. i also miss a lot of ppl... i miss brewerks... i miss sentinels... i miss silent hill... i miss the road walked home.. i miss... i miss... i jus miss... no i am zun... i will not miss a shot in bball!!! muhahahaha.. okie.. trying to be funny again... tell mi i cheer ppl up ya? tell mi i am funny and a good fren ya?
oh ya.. hope i can continues to blog regularly... hope u all tag and give mi some support k.. haha...
let end with a poem i wrote myself last time.. lousy dun scold mi k.. (i got a prize for poem composing in pri sch lo.. muhahahhah!!!)
tears nver flow back to your eyes
memories nver fail to shine
scene of u float across mi in time
how i wish i was blind
sorry is nver a crime
so, so so sorry i am time and time
tears flow but never will i
be able to turn back time
i guess i could nver lie
u had became part of my life
so take care for e millionth time
cause i nver wanna see u cry...
sometimes... Alex jus feel like he is the loneliest man alive...
and sometimes.. sometimes... Alex might jus cry himself to sleep... =)
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 10:24 PM
